I got on my blog today to write about all the things and ran into old google photos. I got sucked into the nostalgia of old times. Times when the kids were younger. Times when we all lived under the same roof and knowing that I'm speeding this very process up with my new promotion makes me sad.
I been thinking that this emotion is fear, so I ask myself what am I so scared of? I can do this job; I've been training for it all my life. I may make mistakes, but I am a hard worker, so I'll learn how to do things better. My husband and I have been through all seasons so we will figure this out too.
I decided that I am just sad that there are things that I am going to miss in the months to come because I'm choosing this path for me, and ultimately for us as a family. I'm going to miss my friends, our home, my front porch and all of TH Hopebridge.
Of all the things I've counted on in my lifetime, this is the first time that I am betting on myself. Should be an easy move...but I am going to miss the mere essence of our daughter and our Happy B coming and going together under the same roof.
While I am sad for the quicken of time, I cannot wait to see our photo logs for the coming year, and I am excited for new adventures.
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| No Dirty Girls |
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| Macey taking selfies of us during every outing. She drives this car now. |
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| I don't know?! |
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| To match Lizzy's popsicle dress. |
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| Helen always makes me feel better! |
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| The owl tap room... duck fries to follow ... keep scrolling. |
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| the traditional birthday cards... from me to my kids |
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| Bully Brothers |
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| I love Leslie Forever! |
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| Abe planning his next escape. |
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The year I kept the Christmas tree up for all the seasons.
Nope, didn't do that again! |
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| Red heads have the best fun! |
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| Where are all the Tupperware containers. |
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| It's an elephant, really, LOL. |
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| Soul searching birthday boy. |
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| Puddles, who doesn't love a singing clown? |
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| The Happy Bastard and the Hornet. |
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| My favorite seaside town! |
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| Duck Fries! |
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| Christmas squirrel |
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| all the ways |
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| The time my sister-in-law bought Jack socks so all his running on the wood floors wouldn't bother me |
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| Lizzy Beth |
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| Elf ideas to go out on a bang |
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| TRUTH |
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| Got it honest |
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| When you spend a night drinking with friends and wake up to this view... |
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| Stella & Amanda! |
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| John inviting Macey into the winner's circle! |
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| Nice ride Uncle Scotty! |
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| backroads in Bridgeton |
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| Maine memories |
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| 50 Years |
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| Friendship goals, still going strong |
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That's not me... but my grandma and my dad's aunt.
Wish I got to meet the girl that looks just like me. |
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| Burger King breakfasts |
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| Mossy Oak and Uncle Ted |
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| He drives an ambulance now. |
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| Forever my hero! |
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| Macey being brave for a picture and holding a lobster. |
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| Blueberry pancakes! |
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| God telling me that everything was going to be okay. |
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| Gavin and Stinky Bear |
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| Reconnecting |
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| When they were young and with me. |
